Trauma

作詞 : 浜崎あゆみ   /   作曲 : D∙A∙I   /   編曲 : 鈴木直人, D∙A∙I
Keyboards : Naoto Suzuki
Programming : Takahiro Iida
Additional Programming : Tatsuhiko Fuyuno
Guitar : Jun Kajiwara
Mixed by Steve Churchyard


ROMAJI

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashi katta kao
kinou yowakatta jibun to ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to
anata nara dare ni miseteru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii

jikan nante mono wa totemo toki toshite zankoku de
demo sono zankokusa yue ni ima ga tsukurarete

hito wo motome yamanai no wa isshun no kaihou ga
yagate otozureru kyoufu ni katte iru kara

ashimoto de yurete iru hana ni sae kiduka nai mama de
toori sugite kita watashi wa kagami ni mukaenaku natte iru

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashi katta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu to kyou fukaku hiraita kizu wo
anata nara dare ni misete'ru watashi nara dare ni misereba ii

ataerareta jibun dake no shouki to kyouki ga atte
sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni sonzai suru nara

muda na mono afurete shimatta mono yakudatanai mono mo
mayowazu ni erabu yo sou watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni ne

shiawase no kijun wa itsu mo jibun no monosashi de kimete kita kara

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashi katta kao
kinou iyasareta kizu ga kyou hiraki dashita to shite mo
anata nara dare ni misereru watashi nara ano hito ni misetai



KANJI

今日のうれしかった顔 今日の悲しかった顔
きのう弱かった自分と 明日きっと強い自分と
あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい

時間なんてものはとても　時として残酷で
でもその残酷さゆえに　今が創られて

人を求めやまないのは　一瞬の解放が
やがて訪れる恐怖に勝っているから

足元で揺れている花にさえ 気付かないままで
通り過ぎてきた私は鏡に 向かえなくなっている

今日のうれしかった顔 今日の悲しかった顔
きのう癒された傷と今日深く開いた傷を
あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい

与えられた自分だけの　正気と狂気があって
そのどちらも否定せずに   存在するなら

ムダなもの溢れてしまったもの役立たないものも
迷わずに選ぶよ　そう 私が私であるためにね

幸せの基準はいつも 自分のものさしで 決めてきたから

今日のうれしかった顔 今日の悲しかった顔
きのう癒された傷が今日開きだしたとしても
あなたなら誰に見せれる 私ならあの人に見せたい



ENGLISH (Translation)

Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
Time is sometimes a cruel thing,
but the present is made by that cruelty.

Unceasingly searching for someone, an instant of release
soon triumphs over the visiting fear.

As I don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet,
I can't even look at myself in the mirror.

Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's healed wounds and today's deeply opened wounds.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?

The sanity and insanity that I was given and are mine only,
Both exist together without negating the other.

Futile things, spilled things, and useless things...
I'll choose with confidence, so I am of myself.

Because I have always defined happiness with my own standards.

Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Even if yesterday's healed wounds have opened today,
If it's you, who can you show it to? If it's me, I want to show it to that person.